No ones worth all the time and pain you’ve cost me…not even you.

It took me half an hour to get into school..what. the hell.

Downloaded tumble for my phone…not bad, not bad.

Wouldnt it be nice if life worked your way? all your wishes, all your fantasies, became reality?…it seems as though no matter what, nobody has no control over anything. Its all up to faith…throwing yourself off of a surface and hoping theyres something theyre to break your fall…taking chances…maybe things just dont go as planned because youre someone who dosent deserve it…but then again that cant be because even evil people get theyre fun every now and then….so?….now what?….what do we do?….i guess we could just pretend that things are just…whatever….carying around an “whatever” attitude seems to be what works best…expecting good things but then again expecting crap…either or…its an impulse….life works in an impulsive manner, things just go…one thing we could do is just live….taking things day by day, going through moments in order to get to some good times….you know?…its like those fruit yogurts that have the sweet fruits at the bottom but above it is nothing but bitter yogurt….you gotta go through bitter moments in order to get to the good stuff.

Ummm.

havent used this in a while….lot of stuff went down, but to sum things up…been working alot, meet mark hoppus, hung out a little, made money…stuffs….thats about it…watching rugrats right now…season 3 holds alot of my favorite episodes…gotta love netflix.

Got a GPS and money and some clothes….didn’t get my Ipod…but I got the money for it, I think its annoying that my sister and her husband give me the money to go get it myself….assholes >:(…LOL….anyway, todays a chill day, gonna watch TV and movies all day…nothing special, familys comin over later, I kinda wanted to buy some cookies but I think everythings close so I’m not even gonna try….so yea…laters

Its been a while since I’ve used this….things have been the same, I’m kinda talking to that girl from work now…like were not dating but were seeing each other?….its complicated is what we can call it….idk….I miss something…actually someone….like I know who, but I don’t know why…and idk how all of the sudden this feeling started kicking in….its one of those things where you wish you knew how to fix but in reality, it shouldn’t be fixed…it hurts when you’re close to someone and then stupid crap happens…like it wasn’t my fault or anything but…idk….its a dead end when it comes to this particular person. I’ve spent over 500 dollars in gifts…I’m done…I hope I get what I ask for, I’m opening my gifts tomorrow mid-night….cause my family’s latino and that’s what we do…fuck christmas @ 6 am…jk I love christmas, just not opening gifts @ 6.